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G'day mates,

🌂rainy day :P

selfie; 📷📸

        -Get a pic, it'll last you long-

I loved the morning today, as soon as I stepped out of the house- rain sounds. Other days I only get to open my umbrella for the hot city sun ☂️

Walking to the main road was risky, cars and motorcycles and trucks splashing the puddles but the traffic jam was surprisingly tolerable 

🚦🚸🚓🚕🚙🚗🚐🚛🚚🚲🏍️🛵

The weather was dark and cold but I prefer this over summer, not everyday. I did not have class ;) first hour! Second hour, we had Literary Forms... Prof. Samuel gave us notes related to different forms of essays, I remember discussing the sensitive death of an American writer, who tried to unalive herself several times and she poisoned the air inside her kitchen, just the kitchen alone carefully while her children were sleeping next room something? Apparently she covered every the kitchen ventilations with wet clothes to protect her children... 

Her life was different, her parents were a "nasi x jew" couple (so... one could guess the start of problems) and problems followed-

Mental health is very important, it effects not just the individual suffering but also people around him/her...

During break I fell asleep💤 perfect climate. Then it started to get extremely humid and I hate that ㅠ ㅠ

Then we had Prof. John's class, just students giving seminars... I continued sleeping with my eyes open and when a point where I -nearly hit my jaw while falling asleep- happened, I started sketching a dress. After that we had Prof. David's class...

Was it after or before break? I'm confused but that's not important 🦥💬 we move on with life-

He was lecturing about Virginia Woolf's death of a moth. All the classes today somehow was about death💐⚰️  and;

death is actually beautiful,

it's peaceful...

lying on the prettiest colours of flowers and the calming, almost soothing silence 

returning yourself to where you came from.

I say all this but I know very well that if you ask me to die for something I'll cry and run away the next second. But... death is painless...

Anyways- I'm not done living my life and even though I say so many pretty philosophical words... I'm scared about the whole process lol 

But as if I decide... I could die anytime-

I could die now, right now... while I'm typing this or somewhere between 2025 to 20?? or... 21?? nah, I'm not that healthy. Pandas will live more,

Okay okay next-

Then drama🎭 practice! -It-went-smooth- 

So smooth, I memorized my lines but my acting was horrible I kept laughing at the other actors' face... what is wrong with me. It's just I'm not used to seeing my classmates being actually serious other than getting attendence at the last time-ticking💣💥chances/days. We tried to set up body positions, body language-movements, made some changes, etc and- dispersed Now we go home 👾 

No! Now we go do volunteer works for MNEMOSYNE it's tomorrow and everyone's excited. I went to Centre for Media Studies, it was my first time inside... It was a whole different place inside and I went exploring/vlogging.

There were alot of dark dusty abandoned rooms, it was dry and humid at the same time? But I took Eine with me. She would say something about everything and the empty rooms were filled with my quite demonic laughs echoing. I got scared so many times inside the drawing studio. I was filming and walking deeper into the hall and Eine was blabbering something like "Eshall, what do say for this... Uh making statue thing" and I was like clay making? Pottery? with my eyes fixed on the screen and suddenly I saw this gray old skinny old man pop out from behind a wooden desk. 

I dropped my phone...

It was the statue🗿Eine was actually referring to, I scolded her... yes, she did nothing 🙌🏻 that was the problem, she should've pointed it out because 

That hell of a statue looks eerily real, whoever crafted that piece ...was definitely obviously talented but also the hands were feeling life... you know what I'm trying to imply. The boring eyes of the statue... scary, if it was painted 🎨🖌️ I would've died before dropping my phone down📱 

Eine also sang this... some horror song, it was like a possessed... siren trying to possess you type of voice

She's very talented🎙️ 

The room was full of beautiful artworks, the walls were filled with Egyptian and ancient Indian paintings, etc and there was a artwork model half done made of CDs and a 

Was it a parrot or owl...

A cross breed life sized model of both... made out of trash... it was ugly, someone punched that thing's beak

Then... I was filming my reflection inside this dark store room and I saw a man standing behind my reflection, I was not scared... I just turned but 

THERE WAS NO ONE behind me and when I looked back at the reflection he was gone.

Later found out that it was see through, that mirror and there was a guy standing behind it as well.

Anyways, Eine had enough with that-

She had to leave for her choir practice 

after that... I went to canteen and ate two chilli chicken rolls and one mini choco lava cake. Also took two bites from Pompi's soya chunks? and a few more bites from Eine's chicken chow mein. The certificate committee was done with putting stickers on the medals 🏅🥇🥈🥉 

We were planning to go home but it started raining... heavier this time 

But our college was pretty, the leaves falling down because of the rain. We went inside Thomas Hall and looked outside at the pouring... 

Two seconds later, we started discussing politics, our politics... one can call that "gossiping"

 🗽 

[Many hours later] home sweet home 

And I fell in a deep coma-

The day was a day- 

that I even video called my entire family... that call coming from me was a shock to everyone.

I showed them my cooking 🍳...

instant noodles... 

with eggs and green onions, they lectured me about health.

I'm done now✅ 

Good day fr...

Thank you so much if you've read it all the way till here- it was alot 👾🔪 

👾<3!!

           <The scent of the warm air-

wraps around me>                

Rating Today: ☆☆☆⁠☆

Bye!!